Nick80
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I don't care what any of you think. Here goes.
About 2 months ago one evening I frequent an adult chat website called C*a*r*p*l*s (don't think I can type the actual name out in whole, advertising of another website) Anyway, on this adult website you can go into all sorts of rooms, and I frequent a couple on there. In these two chat rooms I had buds (and a couple of females too) that I would chat to, swap pics etc and generally have an adult time. Sometimes I would use Y*h*o for similar things and sometimes s*y*e too.
Well I noticed some odd things in these chat rooms, alot of the people I had spoken to for nearly two odd years stop speaking to me, no biggie I thought, people move on, crack on with real life, meet others etc and so on. Thing is around the same time, I started to have complete randoms turn up in rooms and just start whispering me, asking me for email addys, posting pics of topics that I enjoyed and I had never spoken to them before. Now maybe one or two people might get what you are into if they are lucky, but not numerous people, complete randoms time and time again. Then it got weirder. I started seeing names in the i recognised from this site. Everything from Ares, TJ and even a HHM wannabe, well I just put it down to someone yanking my chain ... Thing is it got worse, then I started seeing peoples names from a more private source. FB and also from emails, and when I say names, not all your johns and what not peoples actual spellings and child hood friends ...
It's at this point I begun to turn into what you have here today. I'm a genuine wreck, currently in councilling for both mental and achollic abuse (again) whilest on meds upto the eyeballs. Some of you know I started to flip out on here daily. Well tonnight it came ot a head. Something happened in PM that pushed me to my limit.
I'm not embaressed to say I use adult websites or enjoy the pleasures of such things. Thing is, it was private, and at first I ignored my privacy being invaded and put it down to a joke. Now I am beyond that. I am a living walkingg wreck and no sane person would be typing, or sharing this onformaation if he truely wasn't at the end of whatever dark hole he lived in.
I know it's someone from here, otherwise you wouldn't be able to explain on the posters names (there are loads) that have been used as people on the site I go to. This whole thread is to ask that person, or persons I have genuinely no idea, to please stop. Don't hurl abuse at me, don't shit in this thread, this is not a troll. I am serious. I can't go on like this.
If that person wants to fess up and talk to me, do so, it goes no further than PM. I say it once more I can't take this anymore. Please I genuinely beg of you, to stop.
Nick.
About 2 months ago one evening I frequent an adult chat website called C*a*r*p*l*s (don't think I can type the actual name out in whole, advertising of another website) Anyway, on this adult website you can go into all sorts of rooms, and I frequent a couple on there. In these two chat rooms I had buds (and a couple of females too) that I would chat to, swap pics etc and generally have an adult time. Sometimes I would use Y*h*o for similar things and sometimes s*y*e too.
Well I noticed some odd things in these chat rooms, alot of the people I had spoken to for nearly two odd years stop speaking to me, no biggie I thought, people move on, crack on with real life, meet others etc and so on. Thing is around the same time, I started to have complete randoms turn up in rooms and just start whispering me, asking me for email addys, posting pics of topics that I enjoyed and I had never spoken to them before. Now maybe one or two people might get what you are into if they are lucky, but not numerous people, complete randoms time and time again. Then it got weirder. I started seeing names in the i recognised from this site. Everything from Ares, TJ and even a HHM wannabe, well I just put it down to someone yanking my chain ... Thing is it got worse, then I started seeing peoples names from a more private source. FB and also from emails, and when I say names, not all your johns and what not peoples actual spellings and child hood friends ...
It's at this point I begun to turn into what you have here today. I'm a genuine wreck, currently in councilling for both mental and achollic abuse (again) whilest on meds upto the eyeballs. Some of you know I started to flip out on here daily. Well tonnight it came ot a head. Something happened in PM that pushed me to my limit.
I'm not embaressed to say I use adult websites or enjoy the pleasures of such things. Thing is, it was private, and at first I ignored my privacy being invaded and put it down to a joke. Now I am beyond that. I am a living walkingg wreck and no sane person would be typing, or sharing this onformaation if he truely wasn't at the end of whatever dark hole he lived in.
I know it's someone from here, otherwise you wouldn't be able to explain on the posters names (there are loads) that have been used as people on the site I go to. This whole thread is to ask that person, or persons I have genuinely no idea, to please stop. Don't hurl abuse at me, don't shit in this thread, this is not a troll. I am serious. I can't go on like this.
If that person wants to fess up and talk to me, do so, it goes no further than PM. I say it once more I can't take this anymore. Please I genuinely beg of you, to stop.
Nick.
