I know your whole world is crumbling around you BMR. We get it. You need act out to hide the shame of your true self. But don't worry, it gets better.
Adam Lambert: "It Gets Better" - YouTube
Just let it out. You don't need to hide. We've all know your secret ever since you've been here.
It's so obvious
Exposed
LOL
Even the illusive homeless message board people you speak of know this
Only under 84 IQs don't know this.
Did I mention that I typed the word "exposed" so you know its true?
No, seriously though. It doesn't get better. After your final banning it will get much worse as you completely spiral out of control to the bottom of your disastrous drunkard life.