I sort of understand how when one grows up in a cult that they are prone to not believing in anything once they get "out" of the cult. I mean, it's logical to assume a distrust of EVERYONE and everything once you realize you've been duped or ignorant for so long. It's sad.
But, what I can't figure out, is why you feel it neccessary to come here to spew your half cooked ideas. I mean, what sort of credibility do you have? The same as your former masters/teachers/parents? I mean, who can take you seriously considering your background? You come off terribly brainwashed, still. It's laughable. I am a compassionate person and I feel for you to a small extent. But what you're doing on the Chicago Bears football Message Board nearly eliminates all of that compassion.