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I am not one of those fucking teenagers that just says "aw I hate parents wah" but no fucking joke my mother is a fucking joke, she has never earned her own money, I am about to turn 16 and yet I have gotten further in school DESPITE her, yet all she wants to do is act like I am always fucking up yet she didn't even get passed 9th grade, all she does is talk about how tough her life is and how much the world is against her with blaming EVERYBODY else for every god damned problem she has... Her drinking problem? No it is the goverment... Her failure in her school life? The rest of the world, yet I don't do any drugs what so ever yet she acts like I am a piece of shit, I have been raised by my Uncle's and my great grandfather yet what is the problem? I don't give her respect after she loses custody of me from age 6 to 10 and even though she has had custody of me from 10 to now, the rest of my family has been the ones to help me and that is it, I have already been to 6 different schools and I am only in 10th grade, yet I don't give effort, the only reason I have gotten this far is because of my family, so when I ask for help on anything she doesn't know or even tries to help me because she is a fucking pathetic alcoholic, with that being said this has been with her never earning really anything in her life except for Welfare. My Grandfather has been the only true parent idol or what ever and yet he is turning 82 this year, with that being said, I have been raised by everybody except for the person that always acts like she is a fucking savior to me and acts like if it wasn't for her that I wouldn't have never accomplished anything... heck I broke an arm during Hell month for football in my last year of football and because she cancled my medical insurance right after that happened my elbow is so fucked up I can barley do pushups, so really if I wanted to, I could some day have it rebroken and have it healed but she won't do that because she would rather use all of her money on fucking alcohol...
Didn't mean to fucking say to much, but dude it is a fucking joke in my eyes that she sees her self as anything other than a loser, I still lover her, doesn't mean I like her one god damned bit, because she has nothing but screwed me over.
Now trust me though, I have always tried and look it at another way and just say, well hey atleast I have seen this and would know how my kid would feel if I did this to them so I guess it shows me to not go down her path I suppose. I do take it as some what as a hard lesson, but it is fucking bullshit.
If you are going to bash my post than **** you and suck a dick, if you actually feel for me then we are cool but I am just fucking tired of this bull shit, all of the fucking broken promises and shit, she still goes to meetings and then comes home and drinks, WHO THE **** DOES THAT??!?!?! A fucking loser.
So that is one of the things I hate...
dude keep doing what your doing and dont let your moms problems **** with your shit.