I am going the opposite way on kim.
Saul is absolutely responsible for what he became. He could have been whoever he wanted to be, especially with the sandpiper money.
That said, Kim destroyed him repeatedly, and this was just another case of Kim looking out for herself.
Lets look objectively at the 2 of them at critical points.
Saul works his ass off alone to become a lawyer. shady past, but he did everything himself to become a lawyer.
Kim gets her degree paid for by HHM.
Saul, because of prejudice on his past, can never become part of HHM, no matter what he brings to the table, no matter how clean he stays, no matter how much he does for the M in HHM.
Kim has the keys to the kingdom.
Kim gets horned up running a scam.
Saul wants to go straight and partner with kim.
Kim wont partner with him. She will share an office, but wont partner with him. Saul just isnt good enough.
HHM Takes Mesa verde, Saul fixes it at the cost of his rep. Even despite everyone fucking him over and over, Saul choses to admit his wrongdoing to his brother for the sole purpose of helping his brothers mental state.
Kim escapes that situation without damage, and lands a partner track gig at schweicart.
Kim comes up with the Huell scam.
Kim unleashes Saul on mesa verde for personal reasons, to help that old dude. Saul does the dirty work for kim, Kim suffers not a single ill effect in the eyes of Mesa verde.
Then she walks away from it all on a whim.
Then, Lalo. Howard. She was driving the bus on that, and she did it for amusement. Saul pays the price. She repeatedly encouraged Saul to take the worst path, and at a moment when they could have pulled the plug, should have pulled the plug for many reasons, she chose not to. Then, when it all blew up, she fucked off to parts unknown.
In a crafty move, she takes no money from the sandpiper deal- she absolved herself from guilt by profiting.
Now we hit last night. She hates her life. Her boyfriend is a mental midget. Her job is monotonous. She is discussing tuna salad with miracle whip. signing birthday cards, and typing sprinkler descriptions.
But it is her life, her name, free and clear.
What did her actions in Albuquerque cost her?
Nothing.
An anonymous note to Howards widow would have covered guilt.
I am a cynic. Here is what I see.
It is november. Earlier that year, the White and Saul went on the lamb. the whole operation came out. 2 months ago, the White saga was closed. Goodman is literally the last piece of a worldwide drug operation blowing up and leaving scattered bodies everywhere.
I see a woman who had a lot of skeletons in her closet living a life he hates because she knew at any moment her past misdeeds could destroy her.
I believe packaged her statement to show Saul strong armed her in to playing along, that she pointed to his stunt with chuck, his association with lalo, and the trail of bodies as her being held captive.
I believe we will see her back as a lawyer in the last episode.
I also believe that the time frame may be slightly shifted. I think it is entirely possible that her actions back in new mexico are taking place after Saul is killed or caught- that the tears on the bus are for that.
What really REALLY makes me think all of the above is the final couple of minutes.
We can discuss this point further if anyone is interested, but I wont go in to a long winded rant on it- Saul experienced what he has experienced over and over and over to end the episode- His conscience would not allow him to put his well being over the well being of others.
He had control. He had the life alert.
But he couldnt strong arm Jeffies mom.
He put himself in someone elses hands, and as always, they stuck a knife in his back.
To me, That is the story of Saul. He will move mountains for others and trust they will respect him in kind- and every last time, he is thrown under the bus.
I think his undoing is always the same- he is a good man who will do bad things for others, but his conscience and regard for others always puts him in the losing position.
His entire life, his entire story, is searching for validation from the ones he loves. His brother was a piece of human trash, and Kim was a self centered monster.