Gordon's problem is that he uses drugs to get totally fucked up. He referred to blackouts and mindlessly wandering looking for any drugs anywhere from anyone. One of anything is too much and a zillion is not enough mentality. PCP gets you wandering real quick.
I also noticed while during his rehab he stated at least THREE times that people were ENABLING him, like he learned some new terminology.
Even though this is true, a person is still responsible for their own addictive behavior.
It seems that part of the therapy took, but he found another term to spew about as he rationalizes his usage.
Apparently he tested Positive for Codeine in the past which is in the Opiate family. No telling what he uses.
I would think he just loves to get Up and then Down and doesn't care what he uses.
I don't know many people ( none ) that can sustain long intensive working out for a year or more that use cannabis regularly.
I doubt that the reason he is in default of his NFL guideline is Marijuana. I would guess it is from cocaine and Vicoddin or crack or heroin
In essence the dude is doing what is termed a "geographic" Moving away from the drugs....i.e. the influence of the NFL .... He needs to look inside at himself and become humble enough to WANT help.
It's really too bad that less than 1 person in 20 that goes thru rehab actually never uses again.
Thank You Father ... it has been OVER 33 years since I stopped using Everything and Anything like Gordon
( Sillypsybin...shrooms is OK BTW ) And makes quite a cocktail with LSD PCP and THC
Gordon also talks about cough medicine and just for a moment I thought he was going to talk about glue sniffin.
size 425 paper bags are well suited for that activity
