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Xuder O'Clam

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I thought you had a wife and kids? If so, don't be a dick.
 

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Refocus your energies from being completely on yourself to being much more on da boy. Live for da boy, Aussie. Do more for him and never let him see dad be a pussy tapping out to life.


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Taking your own lifes never the answer. if your life upsets you start a new one don't like the way things are change them. set yourself goals and soul search man figure out where you want to be and then work towards that goal.

everyone goes through struggles but how you deal with them and overcome them is part of the journey man

if you don't like how your life is and whats going on right now change it all theres always time
 

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Eliminate the interwebs at home. Cuit it off, and throw your modem out. It will suck for a bit, like quitting smoking, but I bet even a week away from this place and online in general would be good for the soul.

I'm doing it end of October when my term runs out with my ISP. I don't want internet at home anymore. Just at work, and use it with a purpose. Life is short, and time is running out, and there's a lot of shit I spend too much time thinking about doing instead of doing.

Either that, or take up wakeboarding.
 
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Eliminate the interwebs at home. Cuit it off, and throw your modem out. It will suck for a bit, like quitting smoking, but I bet even a week away from this place and online in general would be good for the soul.

I'm doing it end of October when my term runs out with my ISP. I don't want internet at home anymore. Just at work, and use it with a purpose. Life is short, and time is running out, and there's a lot of shit I spend too much time thinking about doing instead of doing.

Either that, or take up wakeboarding.

I thought you were about to say you're cutting off your internet in the end of October when your team, the Bears, are eliminated.


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Damn your toy selling business isn't going that bad is it?
 

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Eliminate the interwebs at home. Cuit it off, and throw your modem out. It will suck for a bit, like quitting smoking, but I bet even a week away from this place and online in general would be good for the soul.

I'm doing it end of October when my term runs out with my ISP. I don't want internet at home anymore. Just at work, and use it with a purpose. Life is short, and time is running out, and there's a lot of shit I spend too much time thinking about doing instead of doing.

Either that, or take up wakeboarding.

Wakeboarding is rubbish.
 

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I thought you had a wife and kids? If so, don't be a dick.

so show them that its okay to live a lie? to suffer when you dont have to... many things.. many..

its actually a deep path of thought..

see if i could leave the kid 8 figures, our home, a 365 podcast telling him all i can about all i know.. hed be free of the system if he chose to be. he'll have that option to be a freeman... a king.... vs leaving him a home.. and telling him what i know in person.. then forcing him to traverse a system i dont agree with and have him bow down to its ideals....rules.. way of life.. to me that seems like abuse and being a dick too..

idk

the wife.. meh, shed get over it
 

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Damn your toy selling business isn't going that bad is it?

my toy business is doing well for what it is. i could scale up sum.. i am expanding it to carry certain lego figures.. in the scheme of things, it isnt much money, but its low cost products that iv made 4-500% on and it adds up.. ive made enough on the side to pay almost for our electricity/water this year.. scaling up and expanding would do a lil more.. but im not in that mind set to build another full fledged ebay business atm.. just low risk, very low cost chinese crap i can flip whenever and not have to worry about time frames and dem milestones...
 

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Mang,
Take a day and spend it with your son. After quitting your job and heavy drinking, it's not the time to think about this stuff. Clear your head, go out for a nice dinner...


At least you're not one of thee guys.


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so show them that its okay to live a lie? to suffer when you dont have to... many things.. many..

its actually a deep path of thought..

see if i could leave the kid 8 figures, our home, a 365 podcast telling him all i can about all i know.. hed be free of the system if he chose to be. he'll have that option to be a freeman... a king.... vs leaving him a home.. and telling him what i know in person.. then forcing him to traverse a system i dont agree with and have him bow down to its ideals....rules.. way of life.. to me that seems like abuse and being a dick too..

idk

the wife.. meh, shed get over it

Yeah, I don't think life is about the system, or fighting it, or being consumed by its perceived unfairness. All of these things you are listing as reasons to snuff it, can be countered with relationships, and love. You need to get the **** off the internet for a while.
 
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Yeah, I don't think life is about the system, or fighting it, or being consumed by its perceived unfairness. All of these things you are listing as reasons to snuff it, can be countered with relationships, and love. You need to get the **** off the internet for a while.

love.. love is bs to a degree...i get it.. but dont let dat chemical rection get in the way of da logic and self righteous views one may have..... me counter would be to fight it... causing mo damage.... dat love you speak of would be not to fight and end me.. saving the sheep from slaughter so to speak..
 

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love.. love is bs to a degree...i get it.. but dont let dat chemical rection get in the way of da logic and self righteous views one may have..... me counter would be to fight it... causing mo damage.... dat love you speak of would be not to fight and end me.. saving the sheep from slaughter so to speak..


I am going to have to leave this convo, as I don't believe you are being serious at all. Writing about this in your gibberish style kind of makes this thread a joke.

You aren't special. You have no keener insight than anybody else. Leaving your son money and self righteous ramblings is no replacement for a father.
 

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love.. love is bs to a degree...i get it.. but dont let dat chemical rection get in the way of da logic and self righteous views one may have..... me counter would be to fight it... causing mo damage.... dat love you speak of would be not to fight and end me.. saving the sheep from slaughter so to speak..

So you married the wrong chick? Big deal, get over yourself. Be happy she gave you a child and be happy you have SOMEONE. Not everyone is that lucky.

Sac up dude.
 

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I am going to have to leave this convo, as I don't believe you are being serious at all. Writing about this in your gibberish style kind of makes this thread a joke.

You aren't special. You have no keener insight than anybody else. Leaving your son money and self righteous ramblings is no replacement for a father.

youre free to be gone.. more validation is all.. cant be a duck if it dont quacks like a duck..

u be write, im not special... no one is... but you be wrong... perception.. so i am special..ur special..... thats right.. right....

keener insight than anyone else? its obvious i do... and obvious to me, others have mo than meself.. but at da end of it all.. no one really knows anything beyond what dey think dey know.. and even that could be disproved and not etc..... so no.. no keener insights.. just a different perception...

n if i not be special.. why would me son need a father.. and what is a father??? someone who works 80 hrs a weeks and rarely sees his kid.. rarely communicates with them... cant relate etc... i see lots of them FATHERS.. too busy on they phone.. on da ccs...... hey there's always boarding school.. da finest education dat money can buy... nannys to wipe dey ass.. and free dey parents from da burden of intimacy... 365 days of podcast speaking 100% truth would be more fatherly and more intimate than a lot of fathers who be too busy wiff da game and beer and da sausages.. or be busy working 10 ten jobs just to buy a box of ramens.. i dont know many ward cleavers... are u ward?

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