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Just checking in to see if Aussie is still alive.


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yeah... i would have to wait 13 months during dey exclusion period afta changing companies and signing up for a specific policy.. so its not a snap decision.. one would have to really be surrious.. and wait er out..
 
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Haven't seen you post in awhile, Aussie....
 
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Haven't seen you post in awhile, Aussie....
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been out doing me non communication mental experimentals.

ive modified me mission a tad and been browsing the net from time to time, but i generally dont communicate, i dont feel the need most of the time. plus im busying wit trying to be productive with other personal goals. i was about to fast but i havent yet. its been warm as **** during the day, because we be coming out of winter, and with warm days, ive been doing physical labours where i need me fats and blood.. an older to do for spring list. so my job list is about two weeks worth and after that i'll go to fasting.

i be finding some balance with the force. no need to drank, other than that social drank i had the other day, not a drop since, nor the need. it's strange though, when i focus on singular task, forgetting the world exsists and the such.. a day feels like 2 weeks when i reflect on it, but while in the moment, its just the moment. i think i quit me job nearly 20 days ago, but it feels like a year..

i take it glennon is on the sb path and peeps be happy though.

i still need psychedelics to take me to another level.

i want in on this pool too. goes to me if me live and to me boy if me donts right..
 
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been out doing me non communication mental experimentals.

ive modified me mission a tad and been browsing the net from time to time, but i generally dont communicate, i dont feel the need most of the time. plus im busying wit trying to be productive with other personal goals. i was about to fast but i havent yet. its been warm as **** during the day, because we be coming out of winter, and with warm days, ive been doing physical labours where i need me fats and blood.. an older to do for spring list. so my job list is about two weeks worth and after that i'll go to fasting.

i be finding some balance with the force. no need to drank, other than that social drank i had the other day, not a drop since, nor the need. it's strange though, when i focus on singular task, forgetting the world exsists and the such.. a day feels like 2 weeks when i reflect on it, but while in the moment, its just the moment. i think i quit me job nearly 20 days ago, but it feels like a year..

i take it glennon is on the sb path and peeps be happy though.

i still need psychedelics to take me to another level.

i want in on this pool too. goes to me if me live and to me boy if me donts right..
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Glad to hear you are doing well.
 
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Ive become pretty pathetic.. im lonely.. so lonely.. while traversing this flesh laden wavelength, ive become so aware as a lesser being, that 95% of superior peepples be Special person to me.. stripped away from the programming.... mentally beyond their veneer of truffs.... im coming to the end i think.. life is boring.. depressing..maddening..blah blah blahz.. ya know what i be saying 5%ers.

i truely no longer want to suffer fools.. truely.. its been a long tuff journey - - this life.. when i was 15, i thought id be dead by 30.. true talk....insanity to me would be to continue on this circular clusterfuck of fucked clusters.. to thine own self be true.. cant lie and distract meself anymore.. too hard.. too painful.. too degrading... just the boy though.. mane.. the boy

I may take out a large policy, wait out the exclusion period and off meself.. cause in the end it doesnt really matter.. but it will matter.. at least the boy will be wealthy wealthy.. truly free of da slavery.. but only if he is wise.. but a chance at freedom nonetheless..

perhaps, i can start an epic podcast saying all i need to say.. until that day comes.. a collection of thoughts... lessons...me quan.. me memory crystals... in the hopes he can be superman.. son of dareal..

whats a painless way to go??...

how do you "efriends" feel bout suicide and how would you go about doing it.
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Not trying to be mean but fucking go for it if you want to. What people need to understand is that life is not fucking sunny happy days. Life is boring. That’s what it is. There is no fucking purpose. Your given life, from 5 to 70, your basically working. School is work. Then you have to really work to survive after graduating. Good times are just moments. But life is not all that and a bag of chips. If you can’t understand that, then go for it. Once you understand it, **** it and just live life for what it is. Fucking boring. I try to entertain myself every boring day. I do most of the times. Then do it again the next day and so on.


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IBleedBearsBlood said:
Not trying to be mean but fucking go for it if you want to. What people need to understand is that life is not fucking sunny happy days. Life is boring. That’s what it is. There is no fucking purpose. Your given life, from 5 to 70, your basically working. School is work. Then you have to really work to survive after graduating. Good times are just moments. But life is not all that and a bag of chips. If you can’t understand that, then go for it. Once you understand it, **** it and just live life for what it is. Fucking boring. I try to entertain myself every boring day. I do most of the times. Then do it again the next day and so on.


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You alright there Aussie? Please check in.
 

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alight? i dont know what alright is. im still breathing, at least my mind thinks im breathing. im not sure how holograms and the simulation plane really work.
im too busy trying to figure out what would make me change my mind on Glennon.

are you aliright? denial, distraction, revolution.. where u b
 
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