Firstly,
19 + 12 = 31
Secondly,
You say you are "flatter" by all the attention your postings has gotten you twice in this thread but it's "flattered" not "flatter" and you are literally the only person I have ever seen say that, yet you began this thread telling people that they are uneducated because they don't have boats or date fat girls or have jobs or careers which is funny coming from a poster who is so bad at maths and at spelling and grammar, literally evidenced over and over in your postings.
Thirdly,
There are many more additional examples throughout the thread that other posters have commented on as well, throughout these now 15 pages and it just keeps going so if you would actually take anyone's advice put forth as well, many times, you should probably just stop because you are literally the only one who appears to be an ignoramus.
Fourthly,
If i truly were a pessimist as you claim, why would I be so optimistic that you will eventually see the errors of your ways, get rid of the hate in your heart, and admit that this whole thread you made was a mistake and maybe try to start better more positive threads in the future, going forward, to avoid the embarrassment you have caused yourself from continuing in this fashion into perpetuity?